I just realized, so far everyone that I thought was my friend has turned out to be a backstabber...no wonder everyone ignores me and treats me like shit.
Been forced into something I wasn't ready for....now I feel like going into a corner of a dark room and blast screamo through my headphones....
When most people sleep they have pleasant dreams but I always have nightmares....maybe that's why I am more comfortable in the dark than being in the light.
I am always pretending to be something I am not just to fit in, but the real me screams from within' begging to be let free....
Everyday is like a nightmare whenever I wish to wake...something evil is always holding me back....